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[Chorus] If you want me to stay I will love you my way [Verse 1] She said I got to leave here, been 3 years of this nonsense this conflict is tearing at me, wearing on my conscience like, we do this often you holler you'll apologize I know it's hollow, but still I follow and I'll oblige your lies are see through, we redo this fight every night in front of our seed to but still I feel I need you speak to my homies, they ask why I won't just end it I tell them they'll never know your stresses, getting so defensive, codependent still trying to get the broken mended hope descended under weight of mistakes and we're both offenders I'd take your pain and make it mine told me I was the cause of it and that would make me blind more than the arguments, you laid hands on me in front of our daughter my worst fear is that she'll grow to tolerate it because of what we taught her and find love in men who act the same as her father and do her wrong so for that reason, I'm moving on [Chorus] [Verse 2] I said I got to leave here, finally see clear that moment of clarity when I'm wary to feed fear but still it seems weird starting over I've gotten older, was so familiar to feel you would put a lot on my shoulders I'd struggle under the weight of it had me seeing life like there were no colours or shade in it like if the love had faded it was only you, slowly you would make it worse had me crawling back in to the place that's so safe it hurts let it shape my worth so I'd never be enough but through every break down is a moment to reconstruct pick the pieces up, put it back together as I develop a deeper trust doing it for self, no more keeping us hard to readjust, but I'm learning how had to burn it down just so there was no returning now but you still linger, true to form thoughts of battling self through this depression at present, I'm moving on [Chorus]
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released March 16, 2018

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Noyz Brampton, Ontario

Noyz is an MC, author, producer & community organizer. He has performed on stages at major festivals including SXSW & TIFF, and has had his music featured on platforms such as Vice, DJ Booth, Huffington Post, & Complex. Noyz plays an active role in his community by engaging with youth through hip hop + mental health workshops. ... more

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